Do you like being cuckolded ?

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

i need to write more... sorry

Well im back....... was cuckolded last night YEAH it does not happen nearly enough as most of you know. It was a guy that was traveling for work and was in a local Hotel for the week. Master Tony said it was great and that he would meet him again anytime.......
That was number 26 for this year, So I have been cuckolded 26 times and still does not enough. W/we have been talking and think it would be better if Master found a boy freind that is local and could see often, like a few times a week. i am really liking the slave role and would be fine with the BF being the primary lover to my Sir. Makes me very happy to be his slave and serve him in all ways. When he does things like cuckold me it puts me deeper and deeper into my proper status as slave to him and can only hope and beg to be nothing more then his slave. Not really interested in being lovers as he needs more in that department then i can offer. i only want Him to be fufilled and have all he wants

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

Mast

Going to Mast this year in Washington DC . Looks like there will be a ton of workshops for us to learn about Master and slave relationships. It starts Aug 31st going to be a fun weekend!

Master Tony cuckolded me last weekend with a buddy from the gym, Yeah!

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Master Tonys response

I do want you to serve me and I really feel good when you take care of the house while I relax.  i think something that makes me feel like you aren't surrendering is that you won't quit smoking.  it feels to me like when you smoke that it is open defiance to me - showing me that you don't have to care about what I want or what I think is best for you.  it would really prove your devotion to me if you would quit smoking.   i would demand it of you if I thought that would make you quit.
And I really can't finish a jo session and then roll over on you and make it all about you.  you need to find a way to cum either before me or at the same time, but making me wait for you isn't good for me.  maybe we can try getting you off first.
I want to provide you with more direction but it can't be random, there needs to be a purpose in my direction.  what goals do we have?  I know we talked about getting the kitchen finished up this summer, before Thanksgiving,.  do you need me to initiate it?
sexually I don't need much from you.  i would prefer if you were more flexible so you could sustain some positions that are fun for me.  Do you think you'd be able to get yourself into more flexible shape (streching, etc) if I required it of you for sexual pleasure?

E mail to Master Tony in Memphis

Sir i do look up to you as a superior in fact you are and i worship that in you.

When i say ill do anything for you i mean anything YOU want .....this is about me making you happy and fulfilled is my number one priority sir so if you need a bf i support you if Barry wants you in Mr leather i support you, some things are harder to support then others. but i try

i need more guidance on how to serve you. what is it i do that makes you happy or makes your life more fulfilled, having a slave can make your life better i think of serving you all day the best time of day for me is serving you in anyway dinner cooking cleaning sitting by your feet, i want to feel the power you have over me 24/7. i love you so much but that does not mean you have to love me in the same way. i want to be a tool for you weather it be to get off or do things you don't want to do.

i know i get bitchy i try so hard not too but it is my ego that is so evil......in the end i always see that you where right and i was wrong and how sorry i am, i NEED you to push that more so the angry feelings go away.and you know your right it just sucks to have to put up with me

glad you are having fun enjoy your time away Sir

was cuckolded last night

Master Tony is in Memphis and was able to spend the night with a great guy last night, Hot muscle guy, glad he had a hot time :)

Monday, July 9, 2012

Up Date

Things have been going great! My goal is to post more on this blog but time keeps getting away on me.

So thing keep changing and evolving here, and for the better. Master Tony is seeing all the benefits of having a slave and is really discovering himself as a Master. I could not be happier and am so excited to follow him in any direction he would like to take me.

Master Tony went to IML this year and had a great time a met many new and old friends he was able to have some hot sex. He came home happy and to a very clean house.

Master Tony is in Memphis this week for work. He has a friend there and is enjoying time with him at night. cant wait to hear all the details!

i have been cuckolded alot this year and still cant get enough. Would every night be too much? I think Master Tony understands my need to serve him, i hope he knows that is all i want. i think of ways to please him all the time, But i do find myself holding back and trying to keep some control. how does one let go and fill there dreams? Very hard sometimes..........

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

2 times in one week and still not enough

Was cuckold twice last week ;-) Master Tony went to see his local buddy and had a great time He also had a really hot guy here in our bed! sent me away for a few hours so the could have fun. i will let you know the details after i find out, life is way too busy right now.
Still in chastity day 14 will i ever meet my goal? trying really hard..... sleeping on the floor next to Master tonys bed