Ok So how does one become a gay Cuckold? I still cant believe the way my life is now and how happy I am with everything! To find out how this all started we have to go back 19 years to when i met my bf.
We met at a local bar and we both new right away we where meant to be together. We dated and spent most of our free time together the 1st summer until he went back to School to finish his Senior year of college. He came back in the spring and we moved in together 6 months latter.
Our relationship was great, we had great sex and where faithful to each other as far as i new. I new he had a wondering eye, whenever a hot guy would pass by i would catch him looking. i did not mind and we soon started comparing our opinions of who was hot and who was not, It became a game. We even did some 3 way stuff, more on that later.
He has always loved Muscle and he himself wanted to get big and go to a gym, He join a gym about 4 years into our relationship and was having a great time going and being with other hot guys, At this point i new something was going on and confronted him a few times about him doing things in the locker room, or even hooking up with tricks. He always denied it, but i still had my doughts.
One day I was under his AOL screen name and an im popped up ( hmmm thats never happened to anyone before lol) He said thanks for the good time....... I pretended to be my bf and found out everything about that trick, I was pissed and hurt. When I told him he came out with the truth and all the things he had done over the last 3 years. i was in shock and very hurt, crying and ready to leave...... OH THE DRAMA!
But even with all the hurt feelings and betrayal i would sometimes get hard thinking about it and found myself jerking off to him cheating on me. i would ask him for details of what happened with each guy to help with my healing and gaining trust in him. i would use that info to jo to.
We ended up going to counseling and working out why he did it and what i was not giving him what he needed. We found out alot about each other and it was a hard time in our relationship, but worth it.
He new he hurt me alot and we slowly built our relationship up again. But i was still having these thoughts about him cheating and me knowing about it so i looked on line to see if anyone else had the same thoughts. All i found was straight sites but at least i found a word 'CUCKOLD"
During sex one night i said i think it might be hot if you had a trick and i new about it. He said no way never! it took about a year of me asking him to cuckold me and that i was fine with it if he told me everything. He did not trust me at all and thought it was a test or a way for me to sleep with others. He finally did it and i was filled with angst, and loving it at the same time.
We had our ups and downs. Mostlymenot understanding my feelings, wanting him to do and being jelous. But it would always go back tomebegging him to do it.
Now it is just part of our lives he gets to play as he likes and i serve him completely, it works for both of us.
I will get into how i became a slave, servant, cuckold in chastity in a later post
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